ACTIVATING MY BLOGGER AGAIN!

I won't be updating here anymore. Sorry for inconvenience caused.

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Attachments at Ward 47! At first, I wanted to end as soon as possible but when it was actually the last day, I was reluctant to leave. The ward has taught me so many things and it has definitely shown me how lucky I am to have quite a normal life. I've seen some of my patients, as young as below 1 year old having tubes inserted all over. Very sad, really. And yes, I miss my bestfriend cum clinical instructor, Hai Xia. 4 weeks of holidays. Geez, what to do eh before tthe upcoming raya. And oh, not to forget my last week of vacation will be spent at ward 48. Pathetic! Pfft.

Marina & Geylang.

"ADA TAXI ADA BUS. ADA HARI ADA BALAS"

With your attitudes all being like this, you're just gaining haters. So, TAKECARE! (:

Everybody I've met has left footsteps in my life, have I left any in yours?

Have you ever had one/a group of friend(s) that has stuck with you for very long? It always doesn't last for me. It's very ironic really. I'd say something like "No backing out if there are conflicts." but in the end, i'd be the one backing out. Wanna know why? Cause I now realized that no matter how it's resolved, things will never be the same again. Never put the blame on yourselves, cause everybody else played a part in the scene of every conflict. Aku cakap gini, don't come to me asking...

"APE MAKSUD KAU SIA CAKAP GINI MACAM?"

Don't even ask each other, just ask yourself.

Let bygones be bygones, start afresh okay?

I've always preferred tagged than facebook and friendster. I had a tagged account a very long time ago but it was created after my friendster. Yes, friendster was apparently the hottest thing in the world. Kirekan, siapa takde friendster macam kental ah. Hahahaha! Nowadays, kau ada friendster means kau kental and outdated. If people ask me if I have friendster, i'd go "Zaman bila sia friendster?!"

HAHAHAHA !!!

I created a new friendster recently but only to view some people's profile, for those yang masih main friendster. Now, it's either facebook or tagged. In my personal opinion, tak tau ah pasal korang, facebook is used by the non-reps while Tagged is well, the opposite. And i'm more active at Tagged. My facebook is so abandoned. I think my Restaurant staff all died already. Wait, let me check.

Yeap, that's my restaurant named "Steam Kodok"

See, all dead. HAHA!

Ok, why I prefer tagged compared to Facebook? This is how Tagged's home page looks like:

1] It's a mat and minah world ! (Korang judge siapa minah/mat lah eh. And that tudung babe is just wrong)

2] Cuci mata not only on guys from Spore but other countries too! (These are from UK)

3] Featured friends: Kau peh mak peh laki peh suka ah berapa banyak kau nak feature.

4] You can own people as pets!

5] All time favourite: Meet Me !!!!!!!!!!!!

So, YES OR NO? You judge ! =D

(To the dude in the photo, don't angry horzxszxs. Example only)

In meet me, you can also meet the people that you haven't met for a very long time or those that you have lost contact with. It's the best place to actually "terserempak" dengan orang2 kan? And you can actually judge people based on their looks without being judged yourself. Like, clicking 'NO' is like telling the person straight to his face that he is ugly. Except, he doesn't know. HAHA! Okay2, im done.

REPLY TO TAGS:

To cyner goodgirl : Chill babe. Junkies okay2 je. Dah settle. And I don't know Rina pun bday Sept. =/

To fyzameow : Hee. Thanks eh!

To Lala : Haha, don't know. I don't nurse him, I just like talking to him. Dia cubicle depan, mine belakang.

To Rina : Thanks! And rina mana ni ?

To Salihan : MAGGIE?! HAAAA?! POK EH !!!?

To Cheha : Haha, sorry lah babe. Recently down due to a HEART-BREAKING JERK.

To FiL : Sure, link ?

Happy belated/advanced birthday to these September babies okay!

El Dy-yo, Ikaaaaa (extreme right 2nd pic), nini cyner !

I miss blogger alot, seriously. But too bad, everytime cannot upload pictures and blogs are ALWAYS boring without pictures to see, yes? I've got a case study to do but i'm too tired. Seriously. I just took my meds for flu and the drowsiness is getting into my head already. Today, I was pretty much distracted by the fact that i'm so paranoid over ______.

Okay, so about the whole conflict, Junkies are okay already. We talked things out and yeah, settled. However I still sense some unhappiness going around. Or is it just my imagination? If there are, please tell. Oh yeah, this Saturday where are we going again? No plans for Friday? Cmon people! Take me out! Attachments are occupying alot of my time and I wanna enjoy once it ends! ):

Okay2, aku super ngantok sia. Chalo. Tomorrow morning shift, kene bangun at 4.30am. Zzzzz!

The hunger's killing me, I swear.

My main priority now is losing weight. I don't care what people say about me having a body which is already okay. I need to lose weight. Will exercise much more and eat so much lesser. I shall not drink milk anymore. Plain water should be enough. Nana, control your cravings. Remember, people can survive without eating. All you need is plain water. Yes, plain water.

Mind over matter. Put eating on hiatus.

Eh hello people! Today, aku bangun je, baca blog orang-orang tertentu, aku SOT to the max (:

FIRST FACT: NANA ALWAYS HAVE A REASON FOR HER DOINGS. Only my real friends knows this.

Your tag at Nini Cyner's blog says:

"but if possible, i dun want tit to spread but to kip it as low profile as possible. bkn taknak blg ahh..phm2 yer ? I dun want to get all of you involve in the pic."

FIRST OF ALL...

Low profile? What's so low profile when you're blogging about this whole conflict in your blog? The only thing missing is names. Kalau marah dengan seseorang, letak name lah. Kan senang, tak payah orang nak clarify clarify pe kan? Kau kan tak suka orang clarify ni semua. So, kalau tak suka, letak name ah. STRAIGHTFORWARD AH JACKO. Sorry ah, ke-minah-an aku dah keluar to the maximum. Ni hal aku seriously tak tau where/why/how/when it all started (ni part confirm ada orang cakap, "Tak tau beh nak masuk campur.") HAHA. I can explain this one for you okay? CLARIFY with me.

Kau tak suka orang backstab2? OH LOOK WHO'S TALKING (:

Jangan sampai aku bilang segala-galanya. No one in this world tak perna backstab orang. ACCEPT THIS FUCKED UP THING CALLED REALITY. Kau bukan living in a fairytale. Do you even know the meaning of backstabbing? It is defined as a betrayal that produces a moral and psychological conflict within a relationship amongst individuals, between organizations or between individuals and organizations.

Commenting on what you wear or what we think of your behaviour is not backstabbing. Ada paham kah? But kalau yang pasal Hafiz tu, according to you he lanchauwei about you sampai orang nak sound kau ke ape, then that's backstabbing. Cause according to you, he pass wrong info about you and that causes alot of conflicts? Ah, tu baru backstabbing!

P.S. Aku bukan nak cakap Hafiz betul2 lanchauwei. I'm just saying what Faiiz told me. (:

Kau cakap kau jahat depan2? Takde two-face? Waaaah, aku pegang banyak info tau sekarang. Aku boleh senang2 keluarkan semua pat blog aku bila aku dah geram. GET THIS STRAIGHT OKAY FAIIZ KESIOW. Orang yang pass info kat kau pasal orang bobal belakang kau, they are the backstabbers. THEY ARE THE CAUSE OF THE CONFLICT. Ini part siapa nak terasa, KAU PEH PASAL! Whatever we talk behind your back is not called backstabbing. This part kalau kau nak CLARIFY ngan aku, please do. Aku bentang red carpet lagi.

CAUSE I KNOW THAT I HAVE MY FACTS RIGHT.

Kawan2 kau tanya aku macam mana perangai kau bila dengan Junkies. Aku bilang ah apa yang aku rasa is not right. Salah? Kalau salah, MAAF LAH HOR! NAK AKU CIUM KAKI KAU TAK? Aku selalu cakap, THERE ARE NO SUCH THING AS TRUE FRIENDS. Good friends, yes I believe there are. Many of them in fact. ALWAYS WITH YOU DURING YOUR HAPPY TIMES.

In every friendship, when there's a problem, talk about it. If you're not willing to solve it the correct way, you're the one not being a good friend. I'm the kind of person yang will do anything to solve the problem, provided the other party co-operates. I don't just ABANDON THE SITUATION AND HOPE FOR PEOPLE TO CHANGE AND REALIZE THEIR OWN MISTAKE. MOST IMPORTANTLY, I DON'T JUST LEAVE OUT THE FRIENDS THAT I'VE HAD BEST MEMORIES WITH.

Some things are not meant to be known, understood?

Below, aku bukan nak ungkit or masih simpan dendam, i'm just listing those poeple whom I thought I could trust and gave me hope that they were really good friends. Look how they turned out to be. But I don't mind, I forgive and forget. Orang yang listed below, chill eh, aku takde niat pape (: Most of the time, we talk things out and it will always turn out better. So yeah. Even if they don't apologize, I still forgive them cause you might never know if the person might pass away soon. By then, it'll be too late to apologize. Remember, by then, it'll be too late.

Salihan has lied to me.

Ayun said, "I'm not like nana." My bad, sorry babe! Misunderstanding.

Amoi has offended me with his words.

Afiq, don't get me started.

Queb lied to me quite a few times.

Leia once said that I prioritize bf than friends.

Nana Shawty has talked behind my back.

Apis has talked behind my back.

Mey has betrayed me once.

And I know a whole bunch of people who have talked behind my back. And guess who told me? Your own friends (:

It's an interesting cycle isn't it? But you know why I don't have conflicts with the people who has talked behind my back?

Cause I chose to close my mouth. If I confront, it'll get ugly. So just fuck it !

Chill baby ah, sentiasa steady pom pee pee.